The Universe merely is a show of sound and light.

OMFG we are beautiful!

I don't know what's going on and still I am talking about it.

Just as the word "incomplete" is complete, So is the experience of imcompleteness, complete. And what am I, but this experience?

In order to feel bad I must have a memory of some state to compare to.

If you look at the Unviverse from your thoughts, you exclude these from it.

Isn't it all spirituality psychology? Why, if not to satisfy the mind, are you looking for enlightenment?