Yes.
I am scared to be alone,
scared not to be valued,
I am scared to be
meaningless.

2 comments:

kourtney said...

Just by the fact that someone (me, and probably millions of others) has the same exact fears proves that you are not alone.

benjamin said...

Ha thanks. Although i know what you mean, i would not agree. In fact nothing can prove i am not alone, because i cannot prove you and all other entities i experience are not mere imagination.
But this aside, i think i meant the kind of loneliness which is not about numbers, but relational.
I just think it's important to just talk about fears, because they are experienced as such. But fears are not as important here as the honesty and nakedness with which they are unveiled.